Eff. Losing friends left and right these days, is that so? I don’t know how to handle this anymore. Let’s head to the Bible to see what good I can get out of this crap…
The LORD is a refuge for the oppressed, a stronghold in times of trouble.
The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.
Oh my gosh, I suck. I just want my friends back. I want to go back to when there was no pressure, no loss, and goodbye only meant until tomorrow!
I want people close to me again. I want to be able to willingly open up to people, and not only piss them off (as I have been lately).
I don’t want to say goodbye to my best friend. I don’t know what I’m going to do. No one will be like her at all, and I’m going to miss her like nothing else. I’m terrified of our friendship coming to an end. God forbid that happen. Yes, here I am bawling my eyes out over the best friend who doesn’t leave for another 26 days.
I wish I had someone to talk to about this who I feel comfortable with. I wish I could cry in front of someone and not worry.
I wish I may, I wish I might…
yeah, too bad wishing never worked.