August 2011
31 posts
“And I won’t let you close enough to hurt me. No, I won’t ask you,...”
– Adele <3 Turning Tables
Aug 31st
What the crap is a shmubbyhead!?
Aug 31st
Anonymous asked: hey shmubbyhead
Aug 31st
Tell me something.
Aug 29th
She saw you the other day.  Took everything in her not to walk up to you and straight sock you across the face.  She should have. I’m loved. You may have taken away almost everything that makes me feel loved. But you will not take away my God, my best friend, my boyfriend, or the family that matters. Suck it. 
Aug 29th
Aug 25th
Anonymous asked: • sdfasdf has joined #Ocean ... Peek-a-boo. I ... see ... you ...
Aug 24th
I’m strange. I go around things just to see your name. Makes me feel like we aren’t so separated, ya know?
Aug 20th
There are some things that happen that don’t make any sense. That bring you pain when you think of them. That leave you wondering, wishing, and forever longing. But these are the things that you must leave behind. It does no good to dwell upon them. Focus on the things that have brought you joy, and what will make your life worth living in the future.
Aug 18th
The difference between us is that you need...
Aug 18th
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o.O
shit.
Aug 18th
lyrics. so loving this song right now.
If I die young, bury me in satin  Lay me down on a, bed of roses  Sink me in the river, at dawn  Send me away with the words of a love song  Uh oh, uh oh  Lord make me a rainbow, I’ll shine down on my mother  She’ll know I’m safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and  Life ain’t always what you think it ought to be, no  Ain’t even grey, but she buries her...
Aug 15th
It sucks when the one place you thought you’d always be wanted doesn’t want you anymore.
Aug 15th
What would your life look like if you...
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Aug 12th
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I'm an idiot.
Maybe I should just crawl into a hole and never come out. Just gimme a nice little knife and I’ll be fine. On second thought, probably not such a good idea, says the new little square on my ankle. Why a square? I’ve no clue. Yep. I’m an idiot. I never knew being forced out of a church could make me want to die so bad. “You’re still welcome here, but only first...
Aug 12th
Anonymous asked: It's not shallow; nor is it immature. It's human nature to protect oneself from harm, regardless of the type or source. Still, holding it all in, forever, will do you no good. Find people for whom it will never "get old," and you will have your solution.

Or, failing that, the ocean will always accept you as you are. It will always be "open," as it...
Aug 12th
Anonymous asked: Do you believe you are stronger and more resilient than your friends? Not to imply a lack of strength or resilience in you, but that's not showing much faith in your friends. Sometimes we break down. Sometimes it's what NEEDS to happen. Let it happen. Let your friends be the ones to support you, this time.
Aug 12th
Anonymous asked: Then stop pretending. Do you know anyone who prefers the company of liars? I certainly don't. Stop pretending. Let the WORLD know--nothing's ok.
Aug 12th
You know, I’m getting real damn tired of pretending everything’s okay.
Aug 11th
This sucks. Crashing crashing crashing. I had a dream last night that I woke up to. Like, sit-up-straight-in-bed kinda waking up. Steven and I got in a baaaad car crash. I’m so scared of what I don’t know. I need to stop looking at the “big picture.” But, do you know how much that fucking sucks when the one thing I really want, I can’t have? IT BLOWS. Maybe if...
Aug 10th
Aug 10th
Anonymous asked: Wie ein Phoenix aus der Asche, werde ich aus dieser triumphieren.
Es wird weh tun ... eine Menge ... Aber ich muss mich verabschieden.
Ich bete dich an, ich werde immer vermisse dich, und ich werde dich nie vergessen, meine Liebe ...
Aug 3rd
eff.
You know me, I act all nonchalant and shit, but it’s really only tearing me apart. Like hardcore ripping me to shreds inside. “Oh, it doesn’t matter.” “*shrug* I guess it just happens sometimes.” But man…does this shit eat at me.
Aug 3rd
Anonymous asked: Schöne lieben, mein Schatz ... Ich vermisse dich auch.
Aug 3rd
Oh my God... I miss you so much.
Aug 2nd
Anonymous asked: If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden.
Aug 2nd
Anonymous asked: Ich hol mir ein herz
Aug 2nd
Anonymous asked: Sounds to me that you don't need this "Pettis" if he makes you feel like you suck. If I was your bestfriend I would tell you I love you every single day.

I can totally relate to your loss of friends. I know everything will be okay.
Aug 2nd