Anonymous asked: You're gonna be ok.
take our tears, put them on ice-
cause I swear, I’d burn the city down to show you the light… This is just too much. Too. Fucking. Much. Every time my life starts looking up… something has to come along and knock it back down. Today, my mom looks like she’s getting better… and then… BAM! I don’t love you. I don’t want you anymore. The day came where it happened for good. AH!...
Love is a severe mental disorder.– Plato (via fragmentums)
Happiness can be found even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to...– Albus Dumbledore
Anonymous asked: You're not easily replaceable.
They suck. Hard. I hate feeling that I’m unimportant, easily replaceable, unloved, unwanted. I hate knowing that I’m in love and he’s infatuated. If even that. I hate that he won’t talk to me. I hate this feeling. I hate not being first choice. I hate being the backup plan, or the person people hang out with out of sympathy. I hate seeing this guy as someone I would...
Anonymous asked: Things not going so well with Ben?
when i say, “i miss you,” laughing is so NOT the answer i want to that…
I’m oddly homesick tonight… I miss my old life; my best friend living here, my mom when she cared more about me than booze. I miss my baby kitty (not necessarily a baby anymore, but you get my drift). I don’t know. I miss what was. What I had then. I really, really miss my mom. Tons more than I let on. We used to like each other. There was a time where everyone criticized me for...